Today I pulled a card from the book and card pack called "Meditation Healing, Energize Your Mind and Restore Your Body by Christopher Titus." I pulled this same card yesterday and when I viewed it more closely today, it could not be more accurate in my current situation. How many of us have low self esteem. How many of us walk through life each day questioning ourselves and our abilities. I am the most critical person to myself and I need to stop pulling myself down. Today I applied for a job that I know I could probably do with my eyes closed however the self doubt and the anxiety is so overwhelming that I automatically feel like I can't do the job when in fact I can. My current quest is to be more positive, not so much positive with my every day life but more positive onto myself. If I start to feel like I accept my abilities and have faith in myself then I will accomplish more and the more I accomplish the easier it will become. So today I will accept that in fact I am not stupid and I do have abilities and I can do anything I set my heart to.